Monday, February 26, 2007
___oh nooo
A sense of dread fills me as I think about my impending doom. Oh damn it. I don't want to be so worried because I know there's no point at all in thinking about my results. But how not to be worried when it comes to haunt me in my dreams? I woke up so early today and couldn't go back to sleep simply because I had a stupid dream about me having damn bad results.
I just hope I won't be like terribly upset this friday. Oh no. FRIDAY. It's coming so soon.
I guess I do have high expectations afterall - of myself, of the people around me, of my job and previously my CCA. Maybe this is why I end up being so dissatisfied a lot of times, dissatisfied and disappointed. It's time for me to make do with less-than-perfect and to be happy despite things not meeting my expectations. I need to learn how to let go and be less stubborn.
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