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EVERYTHING I'M NOT

The world can drive one crazy
But a smile can bring me through.
Reminding myself not to be unhappy
Because the world has its beauty.

hengss. 19 years old.
rvcb. njcsb
band - my passion.
friends - my happiness.
family - my love.
God - my life.


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enghong
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guanyou
haoguang
huiwen
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minmin
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peiying
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xueyi
yanru
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CREDITS

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but edited by me
designer: mixtape
Thursday, February 08, 2007

___heavy hearted

I let my head rule this time round. I made such a strong decision and acted on it so swiftly. Now it's time to leave. I quit.

Yet my heart simply can't bear to leave this place - the place where I started off, eager and passionate and full-hearted about my first job. I want to stay. I really want to. Yet circumstances made me take the action to leave, and now things have moved so fast that I can't not leave anymore.

I'm really upset. I don't want to say bye to this place, to all the people who have showered me with so much care and taught me so patiently. I don't want to leave this place which has allowed me to learn so much and made me into the waitress I am today.

I feel terribly sad. It hurts to leave.


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