Thursday, February 08, 2007
___heavy hearted
I let my head rule this time round. I made such a strong decision and acted on it so swiftly. Now it's time to leave. I quit.
Yet my heart simply can't bear to leave this place - the place where I started off, eager and passionate and full-hearted about my first job. I want to stay. I really want to. Yet circumstances made me take the action to leave, and now things have moved so fast that I can't not leave anymore.
I'm really upset. I don't want to say bye to this place, to all the people who have showered me with so much care and taught me so patiently. I don't want to leave this place which has allowed me to learn so much and made me into the waitress I am today.
I feel terribly sad. It hurts to leave.
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