Saturday, February 10, 2007
___feeling down
It's my last day of work at japanese dining sun. I cannot bear to leave this place, really. And I cannot believe that I'm really not coming back to work here anymore.
I held back my tears so many times as I said bye to the people who have come to be part of my life. The people who have contributed to the beautiful memories of my short stint of a career at this restaurant. This restaurant has given me so many friends and I just can't imagine not seeing them every day anymore. It was especially heart-wrenching to say bye to my very first mentor. She's such a wonderful and genuine person that I must say I respect her so much for being who she is. I'll miss working with her, chatting with her and just being cheeky to her.
I feel so apprehensive and pessimistic about my new job (or should I say that it's the same job at a new place), instead of being excited. I can't bring myself to leave japanese dining sun at all. I'm so damn afraid that I'll regret my decision to leave. I'm so damn afraid that I won't be happy at the new restaurant. And all I can do is to try to enter this new job with an open heart, and hope that I'll be happy.
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