Sunday, February 04, 2007
___being sick
Oh man, I became sick within a day. Like I just developed a fever today and now my body is aching all over and I feel so damn cold that I'm shivering and wearing a jacket at normal room temperature. I don't feel good and soon my throat will start having an inflammation and soon I'll be fully-blown sick. I need to see a doctor tomorrow but I hate wasting the money.
Anyway, I'm so tempted to take a full week of leave from work because I'm so sick and tired of everything and being sick with an MC is a convenient excuse for escaping from the world I've grown to dislike. But I guess that'll be career suicide. Oh well, this week is going to be a purposeful one for me because I'm going to embark on my mission to find a new job. I need to find the courage and determination to leave and having a new job on hand will propel me to do so. The thing is, I like waitressing. I really like the job for all its excitement and interaction with people. Yet I can't stand the way the management operates. It's driving me crazy. How do I survive with like only 3 days of work each week? There's no money coming in and I hate feeling so free and useless with so much time on my hands. So for now, I want to find a waitressing job as a full-timer. And I want to get well soon because being sick is making me so damn lethargic and emotional.
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