Sunday, December 17, 2006
___the step out into work
I'm starting work tomorrow and I'm excited! But also a little apprehensive at the same time. I'm sure I'll make stupid mistakes and embarrass myself and my face will turn red as usual. And anyway the first obstacle I'm having a hard time trying to overcome is applying makeup! Omg I can't do makeup for nuts. I can't use the eyeliner AT ALL. I'm horrible and terrible at it! I drew such a squiggly line on my very first attempt that jiamin said it looked like I was experimenting with crayon. Oh my I'm going to turn out a disaster on my very first day of work in the looks department. I'm like giving myself an hour's allowance to put on my makeup before work!
Anyway, it's a wonder how many lies are told each day to people around you. This is so random but it's a reaction to something that I just read. I'm a little disturbed by it, but I can't say anything here I guess. Oh well, putting that aside, I must say that from today onwards, my normal timetable is going to be turned upside down. While everyone is having lunch or dinner, I can't eat. And I'll reach home at like 12 am every night which means I'll be seeing less of my parents and missing out on family dinners. But it's alright, it has always been my dream to be a waitress and I'm determined to be a good one! haha it's time for me to start on an entirely new journey of my life. (:
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