Saturday, December 16, 2006
___one long ramble
I miss taiwan SO MUCH and I just looked at the photos and I couldn't help but long to go back again and I miss ying ying and her being a living joke and loving hebe so much but I can't see her now cos she's away in some ulu place of thailand which she can't even name and I miss steph and her funny poses for the camera and her whining and all my photos are with her but I can't see her too because she's away in canada for like one week more and she says it's damn bloody cold there and I want to tell her it's damn bloody hot here in Singapore and it's making my skin have breakouts and anyway it's my dream to study in canada but I can't go there and that's making me suddenly very sad because people are all leaving to study overseas and christina just told me she's leaving in february and oh no the thought really makes me sad I'm going to cry like mad and I hate saying bye like that to my dearest friends and among them will be cindy and steph and a whole lot of others and I'll be pathetically stuck in Singapore and anyway I want to say that I didn't say I miss cindy because there's no need to haha I'm seeing her again tomorrow and after that we'll see each other every day because I'm starting work on monday at the CHIJMES Sun with Moon restaurant together with her and we'll be waitressing and I hope I slim down and anyway I must end off with the fact that I'm feeling very desperate now (those of you who know me well enough will know in which sense I'm referring to) and the only solution to this feeling of desperation is obvious and I hope I come upon the solution REALLY SOON and if you have read through this right to the very last I must say you have a lot of patience and congratulations.
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