Wednesday, November 22, 2006
___IT'S REALLY OVER
I can't believe it. The 'A' Levels are officially over for me! After days of torture and unhappiness and isolation, it's all finally over. I'm really happy and relieved I guess, but at the same time I can't reconcile to the fact that these are going to be my final results! I went through my exams not feeling that it was the 'A' Levels, like somehow subconsciously I kept having this inkling of an idea that I was just sitting through a normal exam. And now I'm so worried about my results! I don't dare to face up to my results!
But seriously I'm not going to venture into such depressing thoughts! I want to enjoy the freedom I have now! haha I guess I haven't really realised the gravity of my newfound freedom! Imagine. No books anymore for about 8 months. I'm able to watch whatever TV programmes I like, to sleep whenever I want, to bake, to go out, to look for a job that I like. I don't have to be a slave to my horrendous notes and books! OH MY. I can't believe it. I'm really going to ENJOY the time I have now and throw all thoughts about my stupid results away haha!
Anyway, 2 years have passed just like that! I'm glad to be rid of all the academics, but I miss band so much! And I think I'm going to miss all my dear friends who I've been seeing so often because I know that there will be fewer chances to meet up once we're out of school! In a sense, school ties people together. I wonder what will happen as we all leave this safety net, as we all set out on different paths in life.
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