Saturday, September 23, 2006
___phew
The prelims are finally over after so long. Absolutely horrible periods of studying and cramming things into my head. Strangely enough, I didn't feel in the mood for prelims at all! I don't know why I went in to my exams without feeling apprehensive about such a momentous thing. SIGH I think my results are going to be so disastrous. I don't think I'll be able to face up to my disgusting results.
Anyway, it seems like I've really grown used to solitude. I can't study with people I know so I usually coop myself up in a sea of strangers in the study room at my CC. And long periods of not talking to anybody has made me appreciate my own company better. Sometimes being alone is something pleasant, because I don't need to think about how to make conversation, I don't need to bother about anyone else besides myself. I think it's when I experience this sort of peace within me. Maybe that's the introverted part of me showing through haha.
But I'm glad I've been able to go out and re-connect with society these two days! Wonderful company, endless shopping, good food, lots of walking. It's been quite refreshing being social again. And I really think I'm a person who can swing between 2 extremes quite well. haha it's quite funny how fast I regained my chatterbox personality after weeks of not talking much. I miss all of you whom I've not seen for so long! I really really miss all of you.
Sometimes the past just engulfs me with memories and I can't stop thinking about things which are so out of my reach.
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