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EVERYTHING I'M NOT

The world can drive one crazy
But a smile can bring me through.
Reminding myself not to be unhappy
Because the world has its beauty.

hengss. 19 years old.
rvcb. njcsb
band - my passion.
friends - my happiness.
family - my love.
God - my life.


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designer: mixtape
Wednesday, July 19, 2006

___GRRRR

It seems so strange that people equate respect to recognition. I really can't stand these people who forced their decisions on us without even giving us a say. I really can't understand why they keep saying that they KNOW us when they obviously don't. But life is like that I guess. People who are in power have the final say.

I admit I was overly emotional, but it just irked me deeply that everything seems so unfair. The feeling of being looked down upon, not being able to be involved in something that we were supposed to play a big part in, and simply being put down due to no respect given to us at all just got on my nerves. It's so saddening that we were just ignored till the very last stage of decision. And I apologised only for my ill manners, but I must say that I'll never think I'm wrong to say that they don't give us respect.

I feel so demoralised and dejected. Like is this the way it ends? Battered and bruised in trying to fight for ourselves right to the very end. Being constantly looked down on with contempt by these people in power. I don't know what else to say because I just feel so tired of all this.


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