___grief
Grief can sometimes be so devastating that it numbs you and chills you to the bone. Grief can take away one's soul and turn your life upside down. I can't really feel the pain, but I feel the sadness. And I hope we helped bring a little normality into that strange and new world of yours. Be strong.
Sometimes I whine and get angsty about school life. And it seems the saddest thing that has happened to me today is my horrible GP results. Oh and the fact that smart people just don't know how to learn to be sensitive people. But I should be glad that I'm leading a typical life of a teenager, and whenever I think about major abstract stuff like LIFE, I don't really think I should be that caught up in getting depressed over results. Because we can change our results, we can work hard towards our aim. But some things just can't be changed at all.
Life presents too many things to us. I should just smile and be my normal crazy self. And anyway, I really miss hanging out with band people!! The happiest time of today was going around to say hi to so many band people. Somehow or other, you all give me a sense of family warmth, of love. (:
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