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It seems that everyone has gradually turned more aloof and are in bad moods due to the stress piling up on them. I should stop bothering them with my noise and my continuous effort to stop them from looking so glum. Because afterall, it would just make myself unhappy when they respond negatively.
I guess it's time for me to shut my mouth up and wallow in my own world. A world where I take 5 hours to complete a 45-minutes essay, a world where I can be anti-social and watch my DVDs, a world where memories of NJ band and the love for the people there sustain me.
I hate school life because it's so stifling and I have no avenue to be crazy anymore because I don't feel comfortable being like that in class. I foresee that I'm soon going to suffer seriously from band withdrawal symptoms.
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