___the world
I'm living in a warped world. A world filled with people whom I think I know, but I don't know. A world in which people are upset and hide ten thousand things to themselves. I guess I never really experienced this kind of a world before. It seemed so much more simpler in secondary school.
I'm living in a damn screwed-up class. A shattered class full of broken people. And all I want to do is to escape. To run away from the entire oppressive atmosphere of pure existensialism. I exist without being either happy or sad in the class. I exist for the sake of existing. Can one really manage to live without feelings for an extended period of time? I miss the old 05A02 so badly that it hurts. I long for the joy we shared, the fooling around and not thinking too much.
I guess I really am old. I see the world now so cynically. I see it full of sad people. It's taking its toil on me. I want everything to be simple again. I finally see the beauty of simplicity.
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