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It's funny how I don't feel that comfortable with the old 05A02 people anymore though I keep saying that I miss the old class. I guess what I miss is the memory. The memory of us having fun and being one class. But I don't need it to come back to me anymore, because I know that it will never be the same. That's why I have accepted that these 2 classes I'm experiencing in JC are actually very different, and they're both beautiful in their own ways. It's the fun in the first three months I miss, that carefree feeling. That's quite all.
Anyway the choir concert Cantabile XX was totally fantastic! I admire the control of their voices, the beautiful and lilting songs which are still haunting me now. I was really touched by their music, by all the effort put in for this performance which is the J2s' last performance. And I'm also stressed out now for Etude. haha. As sara put it, everything just seems to be coming to an end. When a concert ends, it means the J2s are performing for the last time and stepping down. It's just a sense of sadness that everything has to come to an end sooner or later.
I hope Etude makes an impact on the band members' lives. And I really hope we can wake up and work hard, to not disappoint Mr Ho. It makes me quite sad to see how the band seems so lethargic and unmotivated that we play bad-sounding music. Start working now for that fantastic performance we know we can put up at the esplanade!
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