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I'm finally updating about this rather eventful week. I've been too tired to do so! Sectionals is rather tiring because it's back to the basics. Playing strokes and looking at my FAT arms wobble. ):
I guess blogs are really public afterall, and I should expect unexpected visitors. It's just that I don't quite like the idea of someone in higher authority presiding over even this part of my life. Maybe it's time for me to be less open about the things which make me so emotional. Like my class. But seriously, it's just teenage angst on my part.
My life is so full of drama that it's no wonder I'm such a drama person. In class, in band, and even at home. I sort of miss my lonely Tuesdays, when I could just interact with myself in peace. HAHA. There comes a time when all this drama and high tension will make me feel like I'd rather be a recluse, because it's getting too much for me.
P.S. I MISS RV!!! This is like the first time in so long that I've had this thought running through my head. RV seemed so much less angsty and happier when in class. And I MISS RV BAND!! Especially huiwen and chuanyuan, people who are like family to me, who went through the tough times together. I love our dramatic playing style and competing to see whose strokes are the fastest. I miss the feeling of belonging to a band together with them.
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