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EVERYTHING I'M NOT

The world can drive one crazy
But a smile can bring me through.
Reminding myself not to be unhappy
Because the world has its beauty.

hengss. 19 years old.
rvcb. njcsb
band - my passion.
friends - my happiness.
family - my love.
God - my life.


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designer: mixtape
Thursday, May 04, 2006

___doubts

GP just has a way of creating an impact on me. Doubts are exposed through questions and more questions. The word 'why' doesn't actually resolve anything because it just leads to more questions as we delve deeper into abstract issues. Major things like God and love, things which I totally believe in, were torn apart today into assumptions and evidence.

To me, simple faith works the best. I believe because I have faith in God. I feel His love. People go through rough patches in their walk with God, just like I used to have a time of wandering away. A long time of 4 years. But I came back to Him afterall. I guess as long as you have once experienced His love, it's enough for you to hang on in there for that. Cling on to that innocent child-like faith, the Sunday school songs in their plain simplicity which speak so much.

Love has always been something great to me. Something beautiful, something that can bring people together. Is it really true that people love due to an inherent selfish nature? I seriously can't bring myself to believe that. I do believe in unconditional love. But I totally agree that the inequality of love brings about mismatched expectations, leading to conflict. "The heart has 2 passions: one is to love, the other is to be loved". The level of love each party expects might be different. I don't think I'm noble enough to love only without being loved back in return. Maybe that's why I bring a lot of problems to myself by expecting too much.

People need love, especially in this world of upset-ness.


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