Tuesday, January 24, 2006
___people
Sometimes, when you look deeper at the interaction between a group of people, you'll realise that there's a subtle tension present. This tension makes you re-think what your impression of their relationship is like. Is it really as smooth-sailing as you thought so? I doubt it. There must be a certain level of disagreement and irreconciliation between them, to make the tension detectable.
Sigh. Sometimes people are just hard to get along with. I'm rather tired, rather drained and weary of a lot of tension that I have to face everywhere. It can be tension between me and some teachers, or tension between me and my siblings. It just keeps popping out, making me rather frustrated at times.
Words sustain me and keep me sane now. I really love writing down my thoughts. To see that flow of words is just like seeing my frustration and troubles leak away. It makes me feel much better, and helps me to survive day after day of unhappiness that I might face. Of course, there are happy days too, and the words that I pen down are so filled with joy that I can make myself happy just by re-reading my train of thoughts.
Maybe that's why I keep saying that what I really want for my birthday is a stack of letters written by all those who love me for who I am. Because words express sincerity and heartfelt thoughts. To me, nothing can really replace words.
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