Thursday, October 27, 2005
___tired
I'm so tired I think I'm doing weird things. Gahh. Band and PW, band and PW, and the list goes on as this. I want an OSIM massage chair!
I feel so loved and so blessed to have so many good friends in NJ. Actually a piece of paper simply doesn't matter when it comes to friendships. I will always tell my friends that I love them, and they will know if they are one of my best friends in NJ. Sometimes I really hope to spend more time with all of my dearest friends, instead of always being caught up in a state of being busy with things to organise and plan. Maybe I can take a breather this November after the Band-it concert and before full-force preparation for our HK trip starts. I want to go overseas to shop!
When two people have conflicts in front of a group of people, the tension affects everyone. I think it's rather selfish to do so. And these two people are supposed to work together, yet they do not. This makes it so hard for success to occur, and for harmony and respect to exist in the band.
Ahh I love watching people dance. Simply because I can't dance and watching others dance so well makes me feel happy. hahas. I have a dream! One that's quite hard to be fulfilled though, because it's learning how to dance! Sigh I feel quite useless actually. 4 years of being a percussionist and my drumset playing doesn't reflect that at all. Why pick up new things when I can't even perfect my current skills in this particular arena?
timecheck: 8:20 AM