Tuesday, October 18, 2005
___so so sorry
Here's an official apology to my PW group. Sorry for making all of you worry! I'm so so apologetic that nothing much can express my guilt. I hope you all don't hate me for doing such a thing. And I really want to thank God that I found the diskette with our WR in it. I'm so sorry. So so sorry.
Sigh accidents always happen to me. Perhaps I'd feel better with more positivity but in this kind of situation, who can really garner up positivity? Now I feel like my whole group hates me. Thanks for masking up your worry and saying that it's not my fault. I was touched.
I don't know what else to say. I'm still horrified by such a traumatic experience. And I'm still feeling so bad about it all. I thought this week would be a happy one, considering that things were still going well in band and in class. Sigh. Why must such a thing happen? Perhaps it's all just a test of my limits.
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