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EVERYTHING I'M NOT

The world can drive one crazy
But a smile can bring me through.
Reminding myself not to be unhappy
Because the world has its beauty.

hengss. 19 years old.
rvcb. njcsb
band - my passion.
friends - my happiness.
family - my love.
God - my life.


BACKDOORS

alison
amelia
boon han
caijie
charlene [rv]
charlene [nj]
chong!
christina
christine
cindy
dionne
edo
eileen
emmiline
enghong
erwin
esther
guanyou
haoguang
huiwen
jason
jean
jiamin [rv]
kakeru
mavis
melvin
minmin
mr choy
my liL sis
peiying
qingyang
rhoda
rouyin
ruth
thomas
vanessa
xueyi
yanru
youzhi
yulin
zhiyu
nj percussion!
05A02!
blogger
blogskins


HIGH OF 75




CREDITS

images: deviantart
but edited by me
designer: mixtape
Friday, October 21, 2005

___crumbling

I view my promos results with a nagging, sinking sense of disppointment. I expected myself to do better, yet I didn't. Perhaps you would say that I did okay, but because I'm viewing the results in my standards, I did badly.

Perhaps sensitivity should always come into place here. Sensitivity on my part, and sensitivity on the part of the people who scored really well. It hurts when I have to endure the sight of people rejoicing in front of everyone else while I mourn in one corner.

In here, I really want to express so much thanks to AH! and steph for being my constant emotional support, for always being there when I'm down and need to whine, forever giving me sensible advice to handle my conflicts with people. I love all of you! Thanks so so much for being my true true friends, for accepting me for who I am and understanding me.

Oh yah, with all about results and sad events clouding up my head, I forgot to wish chong a HAPPY BDAE in my entry!!! Oh no. How could I ever forget this! Anyway chong I just want to tell you that now you've grown a year older, it just shows how our friendship is growing year by year! I hope you have a perfect 17th year ahead, and I really hope you'll always be happy! Love you loads!!


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