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Dearest Lord, thank You for touching me at the Festival of Praise.
I feel so guilty for shunning God these past few years, for feeling so unsure of my faith. Yet He has stood by me all this while, bringing me through RV life and now bringing so many Christian friends into my NJ life. I thank Him for accompanying me on my walk in life, no matter how bad a child I've been. I want to let the spirit of Christ shine through me, to do something as a Christian, to strengthen my faith. Telling myself to place God first in my heart. I love you God.
It was good talking to Steph through the night. And many stupid, funny things happened! She kept laughing at me. I'm not a baichi okay! hahas. I just can't help thinking about the "alarm incident". Oh well, at least I provided entertainment for you!
Sometimes people have two sides to one face. I really don't like it when a supposedly good friend does something behind your back and reveals what he/she actually feels about you. And sometimes people should just accept things as they are, especially interpersonal relationships. I truly believe that love is about giving each other space, while still being there no matter what happens. And love doesn't have to be expressed constantly in words. Love isn't about telling your friend every single thing that happens in your life, but about support in actions.
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