Saturday, August 27, 2005
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Seriously I have nothing much to blog about, because my days have been so routine. Nothing very exciting to perk me up and have the urge to blog. hahas.
Perhaps friendships will always delude me. This complex myriad of human emotions being manifested daily never fails to make me pause and think about the people around me. I've been mulling over the issue of friendships for so long that I've decided to stop doing so. And just let myself relax and let things take their natural course. I don't know why, but perhaps this is why I feel much more at ease these past few days with myself. Not so full of emotional unrest, because I've learnt to accept and adapt.
Band is the only light in my school life. I know I should be worrying about studies at this point in time, but my mind and heart belong to this passion of mine. I've been happily busy, planning a string of fund-raising events for the HK trip. It's taxing, yet very fulfilling to be so involved in the band. I think band is where I'm truly happy and carefree, where I laugh with abandon and play on my percussion instruments with joy in my heart. I can't imagine the emptiness I'd feel without band.
Sometimes I know I might be too ambitious. But perhaps I think that ambition signifies passion. It can definitely drive us, because an aim is there for us to attain. And I believe that with hard work, being ambitious might be a good thing. I dream of percussion one day being such a cool section that we're known in NJ for it. hahas. WORK HARD my dearest section!
I thank God for always touching me. Went for the Spook Show today and I must say that I felt rather confused about their reactions. Yet I believe that God will work His way into their lives in His own time, so I'm not really worried.
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