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I'm feeling happy because I had a good long sleep. haha. Such an apt reflection of my life - busy to the extent that sleeping becomes a luxury.
This week has been quite a good one in fact. I managed to complete most of my overdue homework! What an achievement. But I suddenly realise that the class is really segregated. How to be united when we don't even enjoy talking to some people in the class? Perhaps this only applies to me. Anyway I seriously don't mind hanging out with my clique only. I always feel that a clique is formed because we can click and thus I prefer to spend time with them instead of forcing myself to hang out with the others. There will just be a sense of awkwardness. Yet I think Adrian is trying his best to pull the class together and I'll try to co-operate!
Somehow I really enjoy spending time with my newfound JC friends and when I saw Desmond on the bus the other day, he was like saying that we tend to remember our JC friends the most. All I know is that these people from other schools are like so much more fun than RV people! haha. NJC life might be boring, but the people definitely aren't. I'm looking forward to having the feeling of 'old friends' with them, just like the feeling I have with my Clique in Sec 4.
This week has shown me how incidents which occur can change my perception of people. Or in one case, just further prove that my thinking is not without basis. Why do some people take things so seriously and end up making everyone tense around them? Is her point just to make sure that she's being treated well? I always feel that close friends tend to make fun of each other while still being a support system. This unique system of being able to put up with each other pulls us closer. If she can't put up with their 'ridiculing' (I think it's ridiculous to term it as ridiculing!) then why hang out with them? Why act like she can take it when in fact she can't? I'm actually quite afraid of over-sensitive people.
Why do some people like to take only one side of the story? I feel that she doesn't stand in the viewpoints of both parties, and starts telling "The Story of the Suffering Girl' without considering the feelings of the other party. I pity him. To be totally blamed for everything and being made to feel guilty when he isn't even totally in the wrong.
Anyway I really want to learn salsa (I've been saying this ever since last year) so I must tell myself that I'm going for it! BUT I'll make a fool of myself. haha. I'm prepared for it. Steph you can see how I really blush then!
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