___sudden depression
I think too much into things. This is most probably the reason why I sink into depression mode, whenever I start thinking about stuff in my life.
I started thinking today about how I am going to be torn between two devotions - band and class - from now onwards. It's like I feel so detached from class activities now and yet I know it will get worse because band is going to be busy all over again preparing for Etude. I love both band and class, and sometimes I feel so bad when I just walk out on the class activities. But I seriously think there's not much of a choice for me. Band requires dedication and that's what I will give.
This sad thought just triggered my depressed mood into action and when I start to get sad, I start thinking about everything else sad and it just piles up on me until I become truly depressed. Luckily this mood didn't last for long.
Thank you so much steph especially for listening to me whine and cheering me up! You're always the first person I turn to whenever I have to talk and I'm so glad you're there for me! Really appreciate you. Don't know what I would do without you!
Today was quite enjoyable actually, minus the depression. Shuqi with her bimbo bag, christine being in the same situation as me and being able to understand everything, beng ahh and her sweet sms-es, chong and my long phone call (ahh! she really reads me like an open book!!). And of course, the HC dance competition. Ahh how I wish I'm able to dance! But I have 2 left feet. And yes steph, you have 2 right feet! haha.
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