___at ease with myself
I'm feeling contented. I've sort of adopted a determined mindset to do what I intend to do, and that feeling just seems to recharge me.
I realised today all of a sudden that God is my Friend, one whom has done lots of things for me. Yet I've not bothered about Him, and I've ignored what He has done for me. I feel so bad. So I've decided to go to be a regular church-goer from now onwards, to involve myself in church activities. However, it's really much easier said than done. I tend to be very unlike the sociable and noisy person I usually am when I'm in church. I don't know why though!
Today is the day of my mum and dad's baptism. I was so proud of them as I saw them confirming their faith. That they have come so far in their relationship with God. Hopefully they'll really be new people from now onwards. (That means without the nagging!)
I think it's hard to get that feeling of being abandonedly crazy with yuqi and chong in my class clique now. And I suddenly realise that the friendships I have with these 2 cliques of mine are different. I should never have expected them to be the same anyway. This makes me miss my Clique even more (yes, we named ourselves The Clique! haha.) because I want to go crazy again. But I know that I love my class clique too, because it makes me happy to hang out with them. Oh well, it's just like 2 different genres of music which I enjoy listening to!
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