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EVERYTHING I'M NOT

The world can drive one crazy
But a smile can bring me through.
Reminding myself not to be unhappy
Because the world has its beauty.

hengss. 19 years old.
rvcb. njcsb
band - my passion.
friends - my happiness.
family - my love.
God - my life.


BACKDOORS

alison
amelia
boon han
caijie
charlene [rv]
charlene [nj]
chong!
christina
christine
cindy
dionne
edo
eileen
emmiline
enghong
erwin
esther
guanyou
haoguang
huiwen
jason
jean
jiamin [rv]
kakeru
mavis
melvin
minmin
mr choy
my liL sis
peiying
qingyang
rhoda
rouyin
ruth
thomas
vanessa
xueyi
yanru
youzhi
yulin
zhiyu
nj percussion!
05A02!
blogger
blogskins


HIGH OF 75




CREDITS

images: deviantart
but edited by me
designer: mixtape
Friday, May 06, 2005

___all over again

My mum started nagging at me again about how much time I devote to band and how little time I have left for my studies. It's the same thing that she said to me when I was in RV, actually. But it got me thinking as to why this always happens. And I realise that I have a passion towards band, but only a duty towards my studies.

This is what makes all the difference. I love playing in the band, making music and enjoying the fellowship. Yet studies doesn't bring as much joy. I can't ever say that I love studying! It would be an outright blatant lie. Completing my education is just something that I have to do, but belonging to the band is something that I want to do.

Anyway, on a different note, I must say that I'm feeling quite confused now. I need time to forget about it all, time to put down everything and move on. Thanks to all of you who spared a listening ear for me.


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