___that feeling
I was inexplicably touched when I played with NJ band today at the IP preview. As Youzhi said, there was a feeling of confidence in the band which made the morale so much higher. This performance brought me closer to the band. I'm starting to feel a connection, a bond that is being formed between me and NJ band. I really think the band is a place of home to me. It brings joy to me.
Making music and performing the piece to an audience gives me so much fulfillment. I derive joy from playing with people who have the same passion as me. I have faith in the band, that we can do well in the coming SYF. Smile and have that confidence shining through, my dearest band. I think if our hearts are together as one, we can play harmoniously. Go NJCSB!
Sometimes I wonder if I'm being disliked by her. Seriously I get the feeling that it is so, but Chong keeps asking me not to worry. I don't know.
Anway this part of the entry is dedicated to you. Yes, you. See how a better mood changes everything and makes the section so much better. I quite miss the old you and to catch a glimpse of the old you today was quite heartwarming. I think our broken friendship can be salvaged but only if you become better. I'm looking forward to that.
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