___thinking.
A sweet smile on my face
that blissful feeling just a passing phase
When can I feel a sense of security
to be yours exclusively
I'm waiting
hoping
losing hope
a piece of slippery soap
A sinking feeling
being deceived unknowingly
Can you put my heart to rest
revive my zest
Why must you treat me so well
couldn't stop thinking about you until darkness fell
I feel loved
I feel unloved
A sense of paranoia overwhelms me
how can it be
that you would fall for me
It must be all a figment of my imagination
looking too much into your actions
Yours being nice to me
might not mean a thing as you see
To me it means the whole world
a source of happiness like a glowing pearl
Teetering thinking
A house without a strong foundation
shaky and disillusioned
Worried waiting
Why oh why
won't you express your love, I sigh.
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