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EVERYTHING I'M NOT

The world can drive one crazy
But a smile can bring me through.
Reminding myself not to be unhappy
Because the world has its beauty.

hengss. 19 years old.
rvcb. njcsb
band - my passion.
friends - my happiness.
family - my love.
God - my life.


BACKDOORS

alison
amelia
boon han
caijie
charlene [rv]
charlene [nj]
chong!
christina
christine
cindy
dionne
edo
eileen
emmiline
enghong
erwin
esther
guanyou
haoguang
huiwen
jason
jean
jiamin [rv]
kakeru
mavis
melvin
minmin
mr choy
my liL sis
peiying
qingyang
rhoda
rouyin
ruth
thomas
vanessa
xueyi
yanru
youzhi
yulin
zhiyu
nj percussion!
05A02!
blogger
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HIGH OF 75




CREDITS

images: deviantart
but edited by me
designer: mixtape
Monday, March 14, 2005

___thinking.

A sweet smile on my face
that blissful feeling just a passing phase
When can I feel a sense of security
to be yours exclusively
I'm waiting
hoping
losing hope
a piece of slippery soap
A sinking feeling
being deceived unknowingly
Can you put my heart to rest
revive my zest
Why must you treat me so well
couldn't stop thinking about you until darkness fell
I feel loved
I feel unloved
A sense of paranoia overwhelms me
how can it be
that you would fall for me
It must be all a figment of my imagination
looking too much into your actions
Yours being nice to me
might not mean a thing as you see
To me it means the whole world
a source of happiness like a glowing pearl
Teetering thinking
A house without a strong foundation
shaky and disillusioned
Worried waiting
Why oh why
won't you express your love, I sigh.


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